"It is our choices that show what we truly are.. far more than our abilities.."- Albus Dumbledore
Foolish.
Yeah. Call me that. I know what I did was not a good stunt. Call me stupid, I can also take that. But if you wanna ask whether or not I'm regretting what I did, the answer is NO.
So, why did I do it?
Because I want to. That simple. No other reasons.
Seriously, I did it cause I don't wanna force myself into something that I don't want. That might bring regrets in the end. Not that I can't do it. I'm pretty sure I can! And that's not bragging or anything but I'm sure as hell that I can do it. Ayoko lang gawin ang isang bagay na pagsisisihan ko lang sa huli. Ayokong dumating sa point na puro "what if's" ang nasa utak ko. At higit sa lahat, ayoko ding dumating sa puntong ginagawa ko ang isang bagay dahil kailangan, hindi dahil gusto ko.
That's what I'm in right now - doing things because it's my job, not because I love to do it. I had the chance not to let this happen before but I chose to accept it for the same reason that I let this thing slip my hands now. And that's one of the most regretful thing I did.
Sorry that I failed your expectations but try to understand my predicament. Put yourselves in my shoes and you'll know better.
But hey, thanks for believing in me! That's much appreciated. :)
